the yr just passed by without us having enough time to sink it in, to blog it down, to say it out. it is jus a second and 2008 ended. amazing isnt it? groups of ppl get together hours in advance jus to count down till midnight n at 0001, we pop champagnes n sing songs. its really weird how we deem such events as a need to be by our loved ones, hoping to spend the very first few seconds of the new yr with them. i once was told how being with the person u love during the stroke of 12 would mean the person will be spending the coming yr with u. but nobody said if it was good time spent or bad. i mean, i've spent time with my family for countless of new yr celebrations till i was ripe and old, true enough they've all been in my life for as long as i can rmb, but definitely NOT good times spent i wld say.
i beg to differ on how merry christmas can get. ever since the tsunami, christmas aint very merry anymore. visiting the columbarium every 26th dec, jus dampens whatever festive partying mood i had the day before. i'm not dampened sad or dampened morbid, i'm jus saying, its no longer the same. when certain ppl leave, seasons like these arent festive like they ought to b. ppl change their views towards it and sad to say, it may not b as cherished anymore.
the past 2008, i've been having a love r/s with mr roller coaster. the rides i have with him gave me nauseus moments and highly-crazy ones. no pun intended. from being in a love triangle, to falling in love. to be looked upon as cheap, to be treated like a gem. to find new meaning in life, to be reminded of the harshness of reality. i just wonder, when everybody makes their new yr resolutions, do they really just wish for peace health prosperity love and everything nice? i miss being so positive. to those optimists, happy new yr. to the fellow pessimists, screw the old yr, get ready for the new upcoming battles ahead. cheers.