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7th-Jan-2009 01:34 pm(no subject)
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the yr just passed by without us having enough time to sink it in, to blog it down, to say it out. it is jus a second and 2008 ended. amazing isnt it? groups of ppl get together hours in advance jus to count down till midnight n at 0001, we pop champagnes n sing songs. its really weird how we deem such events as a need to be by our loved ones, hoping to spend the very first few seconds of the new yr with them. i once was told how being with the person u love during the stroke of 12 would mean the person will be spending the coming yr with u. but nobody said if it was good time spent or bad. i mean, i've spent time with my family for countless of new yr celebrations till i was ripe and old, true enough they've all been in my life for as long as i can rmb, but definitely NOT good times spent i wld say.
i beg to differ on how merry christmas can get. ever since the tsunami, christmas aint very merry anymore. visiting the columbarium every 26th dec, jus dampens whatever festive partying mood i had the day before. i'm not dampened sad or dampened morbid, i'm jus saying, its no longer the same. when certain ppl leave, seasons like these arent festive like they ought to b. ppl change their views towards it and sad to say, it may not b as cherished anymore.
the past 2008, i've been having a love r/s with mr roller coaster. the rides i have with him gave me nauseus moments and highly-crazy ones. no pun intended. from being in a love triangle, to falling in love. to be looked upon as cheap, to be treated like a gem. to find new meaning in life, to be reminded of the harshness of reality. i just wonder, when everybody makes their new yr resolutions, do they really just wish for peace health prosperity love and everything nice? i miss being so positive. to those optimists, happy new yr. to the fellow pessimists, screw the old yr, get ready for the new upcoming battles ahead. cheers.
1st-Jan-2009 11:47 pm(no subject)
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in another few mins, it'll officially be jan 2nd. do u still rmb the days whereby we wld b groaning n moaning abt how we wld have to get back to sch on jan 2nd? n yet another year has passed, not waiting for us to stop with all the grumbles n the tantrums. i have no idea how the year passed so fast, seriously, i can still vividly rmb working n distributing apple shooters on the last new yr, n this yr, i'm partying n popping champagnes. the yr ended with me literally fainting while shopping, and started with me plomping onto the bed dehydrated n weak. wat a way to welcome the yr eh? but the company i've been having these past few months is jus splendid (:
i wish everybody well, happy, healthy and wealthy.



my kai xin guo.

this is called 'the easy way out' to him. -laughs-

i need to rest. my body is really giving up on me.

1st-Dec-2008 09:15 pm(no subject)
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i am multi-tasking (:
i am listening to my MGS video.
i am looking at the powerpoint slides.
i am online shopping at F21 (: (: (: (: (:

(this is for CNY. i know it is still a long time till then, but hey... wat's a girl to do when she's online, not wowing, and blessed with a wonderful bf who would sponsor half of the bill of the purchase (: he wanted to pay for it all, but i felt tt it wun b nice so i negotiated to pay half of it! i hope it'll fit n it'll look as good as in the pictures! whee! )
i am unstocking my guardian spree that the bf bought for me a while back.

(i'm a loyal and staunch follower of vichy. it helped my skin so darn much. so yes, restocking them was alil pricey since its much more ex compared to other household brands. but baby willingly bought them for me. he even commented that this was WAY too little for a shopping spree. so i spreaded the shopping spree out and got myself, courtesy of the bf, two belts which he chose for me from m(phosis and a working bag from mango. actually he kinda reminded me to get them cos he realised tt my belts were kinda spoilt and i needed a white bag to go with my working clothes for sch. so yes. i mini shopping spree, thanks to him (: double whee! )
i am fiddling with my new phone.


(feast ur eyes on my new phone!!!!! sorry celeste. i know u have it too. fine den. feast ur eyes on our new phone!!!!! (: this is also my xmas present from baby!!! since he gets really pissed off from calling me n my phone shuts itself off whenever someone calls me. so yes, he decided to settle with buying me a phone and cancel out the hassle to think of a xmas present for me. which i so totally am OK with (: tt's like a 3 digit amt saved on my account! actually i am more of esthetic! heh heh! i'm happy fiddling with my phone now!!! sweet! i love the sleek look. i love the slim-ness. i love the white colour. I LOVE THE FACT TT PPL CAN CALL ME N TT I CAN ACTUALLY PICK UP!!!!

i love my bf (:
n i'm showing my love back by picking up wow. biggest sacrifice ever.....

back to the boring lectures..... ):

28th-Nov-2008 01:05 am(no subject)
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THIS is by far the nearest thing that can explain how i feel towards her departure.

I'll always remember what he said,
"I can't remember the last thing I said to her. I can't remember when's the last time I said, "I love you mummy." "

FYI, the link is from real people who sent their cards to this man who created post secret. just type out post secret into youtube. happy watching.


28th-Nov-2008 12:16 am(no subject)
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wat i've been up to lately?
1) online shopping to ease the stress. spending way way way too much. regardless on who's credit / debit card i'm using.... way way way tooooooooo much. so yes. though i'm still a daily stalker of smoochiez (: but ya, basically shopping makes me happier that i've purchased sth, so i'm compelled to study more (then purchase more, repeat.)
* i'm waiting for 2 dresses to fly fly fly in from the USA, i've never looked at forever 21 in the same way ever again. and no, it aint in a good way.

2) studying. duh.

3) new found past time (yes, to curb the shopping urge)
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my character in WOW. night elf druid. ok in case u think that this character is me, well no. tt's how i SORTA look like. thanks to the bf, C, B and sw, i'm hooked on the game. leveling in between study breaks instead of going to shopping webbies. at least baby's paying for the monthly subs so i'm technically not paying a single cent to relieve my stress. heh, actually, i'm still stressed with leveling but tt's a whole diff shit altogether.

a test to see how far this addiction will bring me to. (:

4) blog browsing. and guess WTF i saw... this picture of this person (though i hardly dare say IT's anything close to a human form...) is so FUCKING SCARY, i really seriously think when someone ask me to picture of the scariest THING i saw, this will be it... brace urself....
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yes, take a min (or more if u wish...) to scream, shriek or faint..... yes i know. OMFFFFFFFFFFFFG.

5) I need to plan my xmas. which i'm browsing around for stuff i need.

sigh. i need a life. when's the last time i ever dressed up, looked DECENT and not have my laptop with me... hurrr.... when!!!!

13th-Nov-2008 08:03 pm(no subject)
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PRIS!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm in you I-HATE-HATE-HATE-EXAMS club.
one more reason under the club's moto:

EXAMS REFRAIN YOU FROM EARNING MONEY.

omfg. because the *ucking exams, i cant work for an audi event that pays freaking 2.7K. ARGH!!!!!

I HATE EXAMS. I HATE FINANCE.

CURSES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

p.s: i'm at home 9/10th of the time, hence my avid blogging sessions.
13th-Nov-2008 01:07 pm(no subject)
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you get the picture.
i need something to keep me going. i need a distraction. i need -evil grin-
10th-Nov-2008 10:22 am(no subject)
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damn its a love hate thing when it comes to exam periods.
It's like the term is almost over yet it cant be over till the worst hits (read: exams)....
oh well. Cant wait for shopping sprees, flea markets, tanning sessions, dinners, lunches, brunches, shopping sprees (AGAIN), oh n WOW. heh.
i need sth to make me motivated to continue working hard. a lil surprise would do just fine -winks-
3rd-Nov-2008 08:58 pm(no subject)
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people read
people judge
people talk
people spread
people assume
people label

seriously. when u do such things, know who to talk and spread to. if not u'll just look like a fool.
yes this is to you, you fool.

if i ever do post here any more, it'll be locked.

25th-Aug-2008 02:43 am - stagnance
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sch officially starts today. yes... i know i said i was on hols, but it was only for 2 PATHETIC weeks... so yupp. back to the books. i missed the first sch day today cos i was HOOKED on "a litre of tears". wow... n i tot i'm over non-eng serials. heh. cried a whole bucket n now i'm stuck with swollen goldfish eyes.

i'm heading up to genting for the weekend to unwind, enjoy and catch up with the clique. its been a long time and there's no better way than to leave the shithole behind to un-twine, relax and gamble our ass off (:

life is currently rather stagnant, or i would say i'm pushing issues away to make sure it is. so yupp. till the next turbulence, ciao!

p.s: kerm n pris, can u PLS find a date whereby we can meet. we've been procrastinating
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